Esaeler Ym Traeh

If you can read the title above, then you know I am talking to you, and exactly what I want.

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Neeb gnileef eht esab fo ym gnir regnif rof etiuq emos emit won, neve retfa I draeh uoy tog deirram. Ton etiuq erus tahw ti snaem...

Following God’s Will

God gave me a chance back in September to make peace with someone, and I didn’t speak up. Then in October and He gave me more chances, and I blew those as well. I had one more opportunity: take a trip to Dallas Theological Seminary the first week of January. Naturally Dallas is not even close to her location, and I had no intention of going where she was, either. Just a trip down, visit the seminary, and come right back. I felt strongly like the Lord wanted me to do it, but I hesitated; and now, all chances to make peace with this person are gone. Let me encourage you: if God is telling you to do something, do it right then, or if it’s for the future, make firm plans. If you don’t, you’ll regret it.

This is Refreshing

It’s refreshing to see that someone is actually checking this blog. For a while I was quite certain that no one was reading it.

I Thought I Knew

I’m filled with a lot of conflicting emotions right now, and I don’t know why. If I was supposed to have gone to Texas and come back by now, why hasn’t it happened? Why as soon as I had found a good deal did the deal evaporate? Why almost as quickly did the money I had held in reserve start to be needed for other things? I’m also genuinely worried, and I hope that the only woman I ever truly loved in the deepest sense of the word isn’t making a terrible mistake. Perhaps I should say no more. I don’t know anymore. Sometimes I get to ranting, and this blog is a nice place to vent, because hardly anyone ever reads it.

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